Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I think I really hurt someone. There's a fourth year Ravenclaw in the hospital wing because of me. They don't know it was me, of course, but it was and I feel awful and Vesta just keeps laughing, like this is somehow funny, but oh god, it's not, I can't believe I hurt someone.
They're going to get better. They will. I went to see, pretended I was just finding out for her sister or something, I don't even remember, I played the whole scared second year bit, but Madam Pomfrey says she'll get better. She also said the headmaster would catch whoever did that to her. Oh god, I hope not. I never meant to...well, ok I did, because I had to, but I didn't want to. There's a big difference. Vesta keeps looking at me funny, and I have to try and pretend like I don't care, when I do. Oh god.